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Friday, August 1, 2008

Blessed Lammas!



Today is a powerful day. A total solar eclipse, a new moon and the first Harvest holiday!! How will you be celebrating?

I think we're going to pick blackberries, bake some Lugh cookies, read some stories from Circle Round, read some scriptures and reflect on what we are harvesting. I know I planted a lot of seeds this year and I'm now having to deal with the fruits thereof.

I planted the seed of Sunstone and now I'm busy preparing for that trip (we leave in 4 days!!)

I planted the seed of joining the LDS church and now I am thankful for the blessings I am wreaping but it's a garden I must tend more carefully than I first imagined. Just sorting it all out somedays is a full time job and is mentally exhasting. Once it's sorted though I have moments of indiscribable joy!

I planted the seed of moving to a new home but am now dealing with the fact that it was a missplanted seed and now I must prepare to move again by November 1st.

And that's all on top of the literal seeds we planeted and are now harvesting from our garden!

Sheesh! Harvesting is fun but it's a lot of work!




A Mormon Perspective:

The havest holidays!

Utah Mormon pioneers knew of the hard work required for a bountiful harvest. They named one of their early towns Bountiful, UT where they kept communal grain storage bins.

In the book of Mormon we find reference to the harvest in Alma 17:13 "..that they seperated themselves and departed one from another, trusting in the Lord that they should meet again at the close of their harvest; for they supposed that great was the work which they had undertaken."

What work have we undertaken this year? What awaits us at harvest time and have we put our faith in the Lord that we shall reap what we have sewn?

We see refence to the Lord of the Harvest in Alma 26:5; "Behold the field was ripe, and blessed are ye, for ye did thrust in the sickle, and did reap with you might, yea, all the day long did ye labor: and behold the number of your sheaves!"

Alma 26 goes on to say in verse 7; "But behold, they are in the hands of the Lord of the harvest, and they are his; and he will raise them up at the last day."

On the last day of this earth we will all reap what we have sewn and be lifted up to become one with the Lord of all creation.

Blessed Lammas!!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Family Circle Evening

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We've moved our Family Circle Evening again to Sunday nights. It makes since for us now that the kids and I are regularly attending the Lakeport UU church on Sunday mornings, it kind of brings the day together and keeps me focused on my connection to the Divine and relaxation.

Here's what we have planned for tonight


Opening Song: New Moon Song, Circle Round p. 58 - Mama

Opening Prayer: Mama and Nykki

Dear Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father,
We want to thank you for our blessings. For our family, our health, our home and happiness.
We all upon you in the form of the new moon.
Dark Moon
Dark Mother
We know you by many names; Isis, Astarte, Ashera, Yemaya, Oshun, Dark Madonna, Virgin Mary.
We see you in the form of the wise and ancient crone on this new moon eve.
Guide us over the next year. Help us to make good decisions and healthy choices. Keep us from harm and warm us in your Divine presence with love and light.
We ask these things in the name of our prophets Yeshua and Mariamne Christ.
Amen and Blessed Be



Poem/Scripture: The Moon's Journey, Circle Round p. 49 - Mama

Lesson: New Moon in Aries. What journey will we make in the coming year. What are our family goals for the next 13 moons?
Presented by: Mama

Activity:
"Adding the moon" drinks. Ingredients: Fizzy juice, a glass and a scoop of organic ice cream. Start with the "sky" (the juice), and the "stars" (the bubbles) and add the returning moon (scoop of ice cream). Savor the sweet creaminess of being in touch with the Moon's journey!
Lead by: Mama

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Ostara and Easter Story

Here's the easter story of my tradition. I thought I would share and I hope not to offend anyone only to share my personal belief. Thanks :)


Come sit in the sunshine under the bright blue spring sky and I will tell you the story of Ostara and Easter.


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A long, long time ago, people had different holidays then we do now. Many of them celebrated when the sky changed, when the trees blossomed or when their leaves fell. They celebrated the changing light or the way the stars moved. One of the holidays that the ancient people celebrated, and that some people still celebrate today was the first day of spring.


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The first day of spring was called Ostara by the Germanic peoples of Europe. It was named for their Goddess Eostre who was the Goddess of bunnies, fertility, eggs, baby animals, new shoots, plants, birds and the spring time earth in general.



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Many people in old Europe and around the world would have parties on the first day of spring. They would sing and dance, they would paint eggs as a symbol of fertility and they would celebrate fertile animals such as the bunny rabbit.


jesus


About 2,000 years ago there was prophet in Jerusalem. His name was Yeshua, but he is known now by his Greek name, Jesus. Jesus preached to people about love and tolerance. He taught everyone that we are all the divine children of the great Spirit, of the God and Goddess. He represented for people then and now, the holiness that everyone has inside of them. To many people, Jesus and his partner Mary Magdalene, known in Greek as Marimane, were their saviors and their most beloved teachers.



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The people who ruled the lands where Jesus and Marimane preached did not like the message that they were teaching. The rulers thought that if everyone listened to Jesus and loved everyone and treated everyone with respect and kindness that the rulers would not be able to control the people any longer. The rulers did not want the people to know that they were the divine children of the great Spirit, of God, because if they knew that they would no longer pay the outrageous temples fees or go to the temple rabbis. The ruler would lose control and money and they did not like the idea of that.


Jesus


So the rulers went and found Jesus and took him to a hill where they nailed him to a cross. This practice was called crucifixion and it was suppose to kill Jesus. What the rulers did not know was that in his life's teachings and traveling Jesus had spent time in the land of Kerela, which is in what we now call India. He knew some of the secret teachings of the yogis and of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses. He knew how to live for a long time and how to pretend to be dead by making his breathing very faint and by slowing his heart beat.

He hung on the cross for many days. All those who loved Jesus grieved for him because they knew he was in a lot of pain. When he did not die fast enough the soldiers on the hill took a sword and stabbed him his side.



Jesus looked up at the heavens and said, "Forgive them Father for they know not what they do." With his partner Marimane and his mother Mary crying at his feet Jesus meditated. He slowed his heart rate and made his breathing very faint. Everyone thought Jesus had died.



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They took him off the cross and placed him in a tomb. While in the tomb the moon refused to shine. Every month we know that the moon goes dark for three days. The new moon we call it. The light and joy of Jesus is like that of the moon and for three days Jesus and the moon where dark.



Jesus & Mary at The Tomb1


On the third day Marimane went to Jesus’ tomb to tend to this body and she found he was not there! She was amazed and wondered what happened to him. Then he appeared to her. He had descended in trance to the underworld and had become an enlightened being. He was no longer bound by the forces of earth that we know. He could go anywhere in any moment with just a thought. And he told his beloved Marimane, the most loved of his disciples, that he was not dead, that he had risen and that in the name of the great Spirit, of God and Goddess, he would go and continue to teach their message of love, peace and inner divinity.


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And so he did, traveling to the Americas and many other places. Jesus suffered on the cross and in so doing saved all of us. He freed us from the burden of death. He showed us that death was not the end. And just like many gods, known by many names, Krishna, Vishnu, Shiva, Kronos, Osiris, etc. He taught us that being kind and loving and declaring our inner divinity made death nothing more than a gateway we all pass through to come resurrected on the other side in a new form. Jesus returns to all of us the ancient mystery of rebirth celebrated at this time in early spring.


Eostrejesus


So now we can celebrate spring with fertility Goddesses like Eostre who bring the rain and sun to the earth to grow our food. We can celebrate with painted eggs, bunnies, chocolate and good food with our friends and family and we can also celebrate Easter as the day that we Jesus emerged, resurrected and enlightened from his tomb. The day he helped to restore to us old ancient truths.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Mor'moon

Packing, sorting, random access to internet service - nothing, I have found, can keep me from blogging... tee hee...

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So I was thinking more about the Mor'moon concept I came up with in this post.

Essentially Joseph Smith wrote as to the orgin of the word Mormon, "We say from the Saxon, good; the Dane, god; the Latin, bonus; the Greek, kalos; the Hebrew, tob; and the Egyptian, mon. Hence, with the addition of more, or the contraction, mor, we have the word MORMON; which means, literally, more good."

So I came up with Mor'moon as a play on words to simmer in the mind. Well, it's simmered and *ding* it's done, here's what it means to me.

In the Book of Mormon we are told in 2 Nephi 23:10

For the stars in heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light; the sun shall be darkened in his going forth, and the moon shall not cause her light to shine

So the light of the moon did not shine during the period between Christ's death and resurection. Now the implications in metaphormia abound and perhaps I'll write more on that later, but for the time being, it can be put simply that the light of the moon represents the light of the living Christ.

Hence Mor'moon can be translated as "more light of the living Christ" in particular as is seen through natural and celestial metaphor.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Brigid Arrives On Our Altar

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Drawn by horses, across the snowy drifts in her slay, the Imbolg/Valentine Goddess Brigid (pronounced Br-ee-d) has arrived on our altar.


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Sweetly hand stiched of wool felt, face and body stuffed with 100% pure cotton batting, she smiles knowingly as the light grows in strength.

Look for my upcoming SageWoman column, titled, B is for Brigid, Imparting Brigid’s Virtues of Unity, Peace, Healing, Poetry and Craftsmanship to Our Children.

Here's a snipet:

I am drawn to Brigid in particular because of her strength of character and the assets she brings to my family’s practices in faith. I am a home schooling mom, some pagan parents have their children in public or private schools, but whatever your child’s academic path it is up to us as parents to cultivate wisdom in the hope of developing within our children a strong sense of worth and an ethical fortitude rooted in our faith system. Brigid therefore is the perfect Goddess to aide us in the bestowing of what I like to call “Brigid’s Virtues.”

Monday, January 21, 2008

Mor'moon

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Last night I had a brainstorm of inspiration! It must be the moon in my 5th house today, all creative 'n stuff. I was reading a letter written by Joseph Smith on where the word Mormon comes from.

Editor of the Times and Seasons:

SIR:—Through the medium of your paper I wish to correct an error among men that profess to be learned, liberal and wise; and I do it the more cheerfully because I hope sober-thinking and sound-reasoning people will sooner listen to the voice of truth than be led astray by the vain pretensions of the self-wise.

The error I speak of is the definition of the word "Mormon." It has been stated that this word was derived from the Greek word mormo. This is not the case. There was no Greek or Latin upon the plates from which I, through the grace of the Lord, translated the Book of Mormon. Let the language of the book speak for itself. ...

Before I give a definition, however, to the word, let me say that the Bible in its widest sense, means good; for the Savior says according to the gospel of John, "I am the good shepherd" and it will not be beyond the common use of terms, to say that good is among the most important in use, and though known by various names in different languages, still its meaning is the same, and is ever in opposition to bad. We say from the Saxon, good; the Dane, god; the Latin, bonus; the Greek, kalos; the Hebrew, tob; and the Egyptian, mon. Hence, with the addition of more, or the contraction, mor, we have the word MORMON; which means, literally, more good.

Yours,
JOSEPH SMITH.

Times and Seasons, Vol.4, No.13, May 15, 1843, p.194,
also History of the Church Vol. 5, p.399


So it's a saxon and ancient Egyptian combo word. I LOVE combo words. Nykki is short for Nykekkiwakan which is Hawaiian and Lakota for "scared little baby who's name begins with 'N'".

So I got to thinking about words and ancient Egyptian and so on. I'm struck how the words "mon", "moon", "good" and "god" all seems to weave around each other here. They grow and spin and barrow from one another in quite an inspiring way!

Nes pas mon ami?

So I looked it up and the Egyptian word for Moon is "Yah". Ok, now my mind's spinnnig, Yah as in Yahweh? Well, maybe sorta, it appears to be connected, an outgrowth and murging of the ancient moon God and the God of the bible.

Interesting......I'm still day dreaming about it.

So I thought about the term Morgan meaning Mormon Pagan. I love that term especially because of the link to Morgana the Celtic Goddess and the word "morgan" which means "tomorrow" in German.

I've got a new one for you Mormon, Pagan, Universalists to play with too.

Mor'moon

More, good, moon.

More, good, Yah(weh)

Let's all have fun with that one!

Blessings!

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Sunday Scriptures

Circle Round


Another Sunday has come and gone.

I tend to mark the weeks by Sundays. Sundays are suppose to be our day of rest, some weeks we end up resting a little more than others. Sundays are a great time to sit, reflect, and think about the week gone by, think about the week to come, and/or expereince the present.

One thing I try to always do on Sunday, no matter what, is read some scriptures. In our tradition we choose a Mormon scripture and a Goddess scripture. This week we read Ether 4-7 in the Book of Mormon and we read the first two chapters in Circle Round. Nykki likes Circle Round because it has pictures but suprisingly (or maybe not) he also loves the Book of Mormon.

Book of Mormon


Reading the Book of Mormon sparked a theology debate between us. Nykki believes that Jesus is the Holy Ghost. I think the Holy Ghost is the Goddess. He is very firm in his belief mostly because a woman at Primary told him so and she gave him a cookie. Women baring cookies cannot be wrong about who the Holy Ghost is - according to Nykki.

In other news...

The storms have passed us by for the most part, although it is still raining (and I'm still happy about it). We are thankful that we kept our power and that we live on a high hill and were spared any flooding. The pavement shines like silver (to quote Eponine) and the air smells fresh.

Well,I'm off to our big family bed now to cuddle with my guys.

Blessings

PMS, Pre Moon Shadow

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Women are the only species who bleed in a cycle that matches exactly with the lunar cycle. Many of you know that if women were all taken out of artificial light, and returned to our wooded, wild, homes, we would all bleed at the new moon. In fact, on the KPFA show, Explorations, last week one scientist said that without the moon DNA itself would not exist.

We are tidal people, being pulled with the moon.

So what is the phenomenon known to the public at large as PMS? Is it hormonal? Lunar? Tidal? The result of unnatural living? Maybe it's completely made up?

The truth lies somewhere weaved up in all those things. As the moon or our personal moon, wanes down to dark, women are naturally drawn inward. We think about ourselves a little more, we become less accommodating and are more vocal about our needs and wants.

This is not a bad thing.

Nature is set up so that women who are bleeding are also, naturally, mothers. Many demands are put on mothers and we are usually happy to step in and nurture where we can. Once a month however, the moon reminds us to slow down, stop over stimulating ourselves - and quite frankly it reminds us to stop automatically taking everyone's shit.

It gives us a few days with a different perspective - the perspective of ME. What do I need? What's bugging me? Who loves me and who's taking advantage of me? What needs to stop and what do I need more of?

Of course this isn't how we are usually able to deal with this time in our lives. There's little quiet reflection and inward speculation for the average, modern woman. This is where PMS gets its bad reputation.

Our bodies, our minds and our souls are spinning wildly trying to get a message to our consciousness. Dashing and surging around our bodies the force of the moon is saying, "You-who! Over here! Look at me! Look at me!" But most of us don't, or can't or don't know to look.

After a very short while of that cosmic voice saying, "Make him pick up his dirty socks." the Kali-ma voice will step in and say "That lazy SOB can pick up his own damn dirty socks and he can DO IT RIGHT NOW!" PMS roars through us wiping everything clear that is unneeded and treating it with no mercy. Like a fire burning out all the dead brush it does so not to harm but to create a more fertile ground so that we can grow.

Our challenge as women of the modern era is to let that fire burn in a healthy manner, stoking our flames slowly yet keeping them hot. We must burn constructively and with purpose or the fire will randomly consume everything in its wake.

Run wild sisters!

Scream and yell in the middle of the woods, punch a pillow, journal, take a day off, take a bath, sit your man down and have a talk (if you can do it nicely, otherwise wait) and make the kids play in the yard for a bit. Let the fire burn and when it's out make good use of your rich, fertile soil. And in the meantime, know that its OK to not take some shit a few days per month.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Women in the priestood and Polgamy in early Mormonism

(Full bibliography available upon request)

Women in the Priesthood

To begin talking about the priesthood as it was given to women we must first speak to the Relief Society. The Relief Society was a group begun for women under the direction of Joseph Smith, Emma Smith and Eliza Snow. In their book, Strangers in Paradox, Margaret (a University of Utah professor) and her husband Paul Toscano, put forth the idea that the Relief Society was established as a way to begin to confer the priesthood to women.

The first Relief Society meeting took place on March 17th, 1842. It was at this meeting that Joseph explicitly compared the Relief Society to the ecclesiastical priesthood within the Mormon Church, which had already been established. Joseph wanted to elect a presidency within the Relief Society and ordain them. Emma was then elected the first president of the Relief Society (Toscano 182).

Emma was called the “elect lady” by Joseph and he said that Emma’s election fulfilled the promise of Doctrine and Covenants 25 (scriptures within the LDS theology considered the word of God given to Joseph Smith through revelation). By reading D & C 25 this means that Emma was; “ordained under his hand to expound scriptures and to exhort the Church according as it shall be given thee by my spirit (Toscano 182-183).”

D & C 25 goes on to say that “he shall lay his hands upon thee, and thou shalt receive the Holy Ghost…” Which means that Emma and other women within the LDS church, and more specifically the Relief Society, are called through the churches founding prophet by the word of God (Spirit) - to expound upon scriptures, teach, learn and write by the fact that they have received the gift of the Holy Ghost (Toscano 182-183).

Joseph Smith spoke to women and the priesthood on a number of occasions, all of which I will not be covering here, but I will give a few more of my favorite examples. In his April 28th of 1842 discourse, Joseph Smith directly spoke to the relationship of women of the priesthood (Toscano 184).

You see at this point women had been giving blessing to each other and many male church members felt that this was wrong because blessings and priesthood were solely within the male domain. In reply to this objection Joseph said that women had the right to administer to the sick because of their ordination and authority they received through the Holy Ghost. He quoted Mark 16:16-18 and explained that casting out of devils, speaking in tongues, laying on of hands are given to all either male or female (Toscano 184).

He continued by saying, “…wherein they are ordained, it is a privilege of those set apart to administer in that authority which is conferr’d on them – and if the sisters should have faith to heal the sick, let all hold their tongues , and let every thing roll on (Toscano 184)”

Joseph had further justification for women’s authority to heal the sick. He said that soon women would have an even greater right to administer in spiritual gifts. He said that he was “turning the key” to them by revelation. He said that, “the time had not been before that these things could be in their proper order – that the Church is not now organiz’d in its proper order and cannot be until the Temple is completed (Toscano 185).”

At that time Joseph was hurrying to finish the Temple in Nauvoo since he had premonitions of his own death. He seemed to be grooming the Relief Society to raise women up to the level of priesthood so that they could fulfill the “will of God” when the Temple was completed. Joseph often referred to delivering the “keys” to the Relief Society which is very significant because in Mormon scriptures and theology the term “keys” implies priesthood rights and presiding authority (Toscano 185).

It’s important to take a moment here to pause and reflect on the seriousness of what Joseph was trying to do. From its beginnings, Mormonism has been a religion of restoration - trying to restore the true church, the true word of God, on earth. It seems that Joseph was called by the Spirit of God to very carefully lay a foundation whereby God was gradually giving women the priesthood.

Why is that if he wanted women to be priestesses he didn’t just come out and announce it to the world? We must think in terms of the 1800’s and the mindset of the time. Women did not have any rights then at all. They were seen by most as subhuman. They did not have the right to an education, they did not have the vote and they certainly did not hold religious positions – in fact, it was thought by some that women did not even have souls.

How radical a notion it would have been to give women the priesthood! Can you imagine how hard it would have been to just come out and declare it? So, in my opinion, Joseph was smart. He worked a little at a time. He set up the Relief Society, he argued for their right to heal the sick and confer blessings upon one another. He made speeches were he said he was about to turn the keys of the priesthood to them.
In the D & C 113 Joseph said that Zion cannot be strong until women were restored as equals (Hanks). We also find church history manuscripts which say that Joseph spoke about showing how the sisters of the church would come into the possession, blessings and privileges and gifts of the priesthood (Toscano 186).

My personal favorite reference to the priestesshood that Joseph was known to have said comes from an account given by Bathsheba W. Smith of Joseph addressing the Relief Society. She writes that Joseph, “wanted to make us, as the women were in Paul’s day, ‘a Kingdom of Priestesses (Toscano 183-184).’”

In an address given in 1842 to the Relief Society Joseph Smith said, “I am glad to have the opportunity of organizing the women, as a part of the priesthood belongs to them (Hanks).” It is amazing to think that upwards of 6 million or so women potentially gather on Sunday across the globe, following the sacrament meeting, for Relief Society within LDS churches – a kingdom of priestesses!

Polygamy

In popular culture many jokes about Mormons surround the once practiced doctrine of polygamy, or plural marriage. As I write these words a popular HBO TV drama called Big Love plays out one modern fundamentalist Mormon family’s trials and tribulations of one man who has three wives. The practice of polygamy within the church is a hot topic among Mormon and non Mormon scholars alike.

It seems that in the 1830’s Joseph Smith secretly began marrying women other than Emma, his first wife. It seems that at first at least, Emma did not know about this. Apparently the practice spread to other members of the church and led to difficulties in Kirtland, OH and later on in Nauvoo, IL, as non-Mormons in the area suffered from moral outrage (Toscano 250).

When the church split, the new LDS Prophet Brigham Young openly practiced polygamy and was even arrested on bigamy charges in 1863 (Toscano 250). Polygamy was widely practiced and even deemed necessary to attain the highest level of heaven at one point in LDS theology. In a general conference of the church on October 6, 1890 the practice was finally put to rest and outlawed. Some fundamentalists Mormon’s, the community of Hildale, Arizona for example, still practice polygamy. For the record, the Community of Christ has never practiced polygamy (www.cofc.org, Official website of the Community of Christ).

Polygamy seems a shocking and unacceptable practice by today’s standards. It seems demeaning to women – and many equate it to slavery. How could a church established on equality of women practice polygamy? Let’s first establish the difference between the practices of Joseph Smith and others who came later in church history.

Joseph Smith was sealed (a Mormon wedding practice which assures the couple will be together in the afterlife (www.lds.org, Official Website of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints)) to women who were already married and/or sealed to other men. This is not actually polygamy as we understand it today (multiple women married to one man) but is a form of plural marriage which consists of multiple people married to multiple people. It wasn’t until after Joseph’s death when the Saints had moved to Utah that they began practicing the type of polygamy they are infamous for, one man with multiple wives (some as many as forty as in the case of Brigham Young). These women were then not allowed to have other husbands.

What Joseph Smith practiced was not women-oppressing, multiple wife taking, female slavery. He did not even cohabitate with any of his plural wives. Furthermore, there are many examples in the bible of plural marriages, not just in the old testament but Mary, the mother of Jesus herself, conceived a child of God’s while married to Joseph (Toscano 250).

Many people in our culture practice what is known as serial monogamy. While having little tolerance for other marriage practices, we in the West, often get married, commit infidelity, divorce, separate and remarry. According to the anonymous author of the book Spiritual Polyamory (polyamory being a modern term to describe loving more than one person, at one time), the adaption of a more tribal marriage style encourages freedom, honesty, and self empowerment. Not relying on one person to make you whole, you instead rely upon yourself and your inner strength to contend with feelings of jealousy and lack of self worth (Spiritual Polyamory, author remains anonymous).

This type of multiple partnership has gained modern popularity. Articles and books on polyamory can be found, as well as support groups, websites and conferences. It is a lifestyle grounded in free choice and love. The movement even finds itself aligned with modern lifestyle revolutions such as the gay and lesbian movement and transgenderism (Spiritual Polyamory, author remains anonymous).

One can argue that what the LDS church practiced after Joseph’s death was not based in equality for women. Joseph Smith however obviously had no problem with his female partners having other male partners so the arrangement seems entirely equalitarian and not lacking for feminist approval. This is amazing and it is in keeping with the revolutionary aspect of Joseph’s attempt to further spirituality and restore old truths in the modern day.